I’m not feeling well so it’s just a quick post today.
My life is not quite going in the direction I expected. I had this plan in my head (like a map of how everything would happen – see below) and due to a range of circumstances completely beyond my control it feels like that’s all been torn into pieces. The sadness has been coming and going for the last week and I’ve tried really hard to just keep going and not fall into a depression over something I can’t control. As much as I have tried to adjust my little road map in my mind I’m stuck. I’ve been dreaming of how my life would play out for so long that it’s really hard for me to comprehend that it’s not going to work that way. It sounds ridiculous I know!
As much as I am sad, I should be really happy too, because despite some bad news I’ve been offered an incredible opportunity and I need to pull myself back together, take that as a sign that I need to focus on something else for a while and run with it. As I still try to process it all I am keeping myself busy planning to finally get on top of projects around the house. I’ve had a list for quite a while of what I wanted to do when we had some money and time. And since I have been saving for quite a while I can now do some of the things that will make our house more ours, which should make all of us happier and more comfortable.
Image credit – Blank Treasure Map courtesy of Tim Vandevall